Haiz i really dont know what can i do. untill now i still dont know we're still stead or not. do i still live in your heart or have i been forgotten and that girl has now moved into your heart. i didnt call you and start crying because no matter what i do i will only get your person but your heart is no with me. 2more days till our 1yr 1 month i really wish i you will give me a surprise but i guess its rather difficult. i dont really wish much becos the more i wish for the bigger my disappointment will be. anyway seems like i dont really have much feelings for anything becos you have already broke my heart. not once but many time so everything have numb my feelings. i guess everything is up to you already i really cannot fid out what you want and trying to do.